I can't sleep. I'm thinking of the fight that's going to happen when I tell Scott I don't think I'll be going. And if I'm not going how I'm going to explain to Jeremy that I last week said I needed help and now I don't think I do. It would be nice if I said this and that both of them would be ok and let it drop.
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Comments (6)

  1. WalkinOnSunshine

    Oh no…Scott will certainly have something to say about that! Good luck. I hope the sh!t don’t hit the fan too hard! ♥

    June 28, 2014
    1. bechtol

      Most definitely. I didn’t sleep all night. I’m still debating if I should just come out with it or just go along with it since I’ve bought myself time by saying Id go after the 4th. Anyway, I hope you have a good wknd.

      June 28, 2014
      1. WalkinOnSunshine

        You have a good week end also….and I think I would wait to tell him after the 4th. At least allow yourself and Scott to celebrate the holiday together having fun with lots of laughter. At least I think that is what I would do. ♥

        June 28, 2014
  2. Munkyman

    You don’t need help… today. That’s where you need the help, stringing more today’s together, having fewer days where want it or not… you need help & getting rid of those days where there’s just nothing & no one OR everything & anyone. The help isn’t for your good days. If it helps to think of it like this then think of it as whether you need it or not your son probably needs you to get it & that daughter you want certainly deserves it. You’ve deluded yourself about so many things over the years (we all do) try using that to give yourself a positive attitude about rehab… it’ll be hard but, if you try it just might work this time.

    June 29, 2014
    1. bechtol

      I have 2 sons, the oldest is the one I share 50/50 with his dad. Will is my youngest the one that Scott recently adopted.

      June 29, 2014
      1. Munkyman

        sons then it is

        June 29, 2014