This, That and the Other

The day after the shaking incident we were still giving each other the silent treatment, though I had got up early enough to prepare his breakfast before he left that morning and he thanked me.  Later that day he called up and said not to cook dinner...

Rewinding

It was both a good and bad wknd.  I'll go with the bad for now.    I hate dealing with difficult emotions, I hate feeling pain.  I don't want to do it.  On the way back up to Dallas (we had stayed over Sunday night), we got into this big fight...

My Way

I'd been whining and bitching like a five year old over that job.  I was dead set against working at the begining and somehow he caught me at a good moment and/or managed to talk me into it.  Now, days later, I am standing my grounId.  I do not want...

Accidents happen

I'm not a happy camper right now, I'm stuck with a job I didn't ask for.  There's no need to bitch and moan, Gerry doesn't respond to that.  I want to drink, but I can't-same reason.  And since I became the 'girlfriend' (never mind that I don't know...

A Job

I was offered the job I interviewed for.  I don't need to mention that I don't want the job, we all know I believe a woman's place is in the home...especially when there is no actual need for me to have a job.  Maybe if I"m going to be forced to work...

Sunday

We went to church this morning.  I haven't been to church (aside for weddings or a funeral service) in a long time.  I don't consider myself Catholic, but when I do go to church I do go to a Catholic church.  I always imagined I'd marry through the...

The Interview

I got an interview on the spot and it went pretty well.  Yet again though, it's not a job that puts my degree to any use.  But that's ok, a job is a job (right??).  As the interview was wrapping up he said I needed to return Tuesday at 10am for a drug...

I'm The GF and I'm Not Working

"Listen, I need you to get a job and pretty quickly too."   That's what I woke up to.  I know very well he doesn't 'need' me to get a job, so I had to know what this crap was about.  Before I could ask why I let him know that either I was the...

I'm Ok

Yeah well, that wanting to change shit didn't last too long.  I apparently function much better when I have somebody running my life and telling me what's what.    This time it's Gerry...   And Matty's with Jeremy, not officially, but...