Any Road

http://i.ytimg.com/vi/S7fuNeXWx6I/maxresdefault.jpg Boy George - Any Road

Out Now: http://smarturl.it/thisiswhatidodigital #7 from Boy George's new album "This is What I Do" Also on Amazon: http://smarturl.it/th...

It Starts and Ends The Same

It's weird, the very things I liked about Scott's family have become the very things that I can't stand.  They are a very close knit bunch and they're always there for one another.  If you have a problem, it becomes everybody's problem.  Somebody...

What Does 'OK' Even Mean?

I am feeling great.  I don't think this is one of those highs that stem from my mental condition either.  No,  I'm genuinely feeling good and having positive thoughts.  I had a good heart to heart talk with my brother.  I love him more than anybody in...

Round 2

Not sure why I feel the need for Gerry to eat his words or to somehow admit that I matter to him in some way.  I know it's true that that's what this relationship became.  But we had history, ok a brief affair and a short dating period, before I...

My Feelings Were Hurt

He hurt my feelings.  I really try to not let things like that bother me.  I don't like to feel any kind of emotional pain, this is probably the number one reason why I drink.  I don't like to show my emotions either.  I remember being told at an...

That Punch To The Face

That punch to Jeremy's face has come with ugly ramifications.   He has pressed assault charges on me.  I will go back to the hometown next week to answer those charges and deal with all that.  This is not the worst part of it.  I didn't...

Drunken Texts

Me: I wanna cum home. Him: Whos this Me: Fk you I wanna cum home. Him: The magic word? Me: Fk you, PLEASE let me cum home. --He asks how the boys and I are doing, I reply, he asks if I'm still at Jeremy's parents or if I've gone to my...

Yeah, I'm fkd up, And What?

This isn't working, I guess it comes down to me being that same fucked up person.  I guess I just have this self destuctive personality and nothing can save me.    I'm confused as to why Jeremy even wants me.  We're not a couple, we're nothing...