A New Place

I'm not in Dallas.  I went from Jeremy's parents' place, to his place.  I am going to try to make this guy my substitute Scott...except we'll be having sex too.   I'm too tired to deal with life.  It's hard, everybody wants me to remain...

Packed & Ready to Go

All my bags are packed.  I leave in the morning.  I'm headed back to Dallas, or a 'burb anyway.  I'm not sure what I'm headed to or what I'm expecting, but I'm headed there.  I have enough to stay holed up in a hotel for a few weeks.  I expect to find...

Say What?

I don't know why anybody would want me, and that's not me downing myself, just really wondering.  I can see Scott not wanting a divorce, he's a penny pincher and is bitching and knows if I am with him he doesn't pay child support.  I fall into that...

Silent Breakfast

Late last night I called Jeremy and asked if he wanted to go to breakfast this morning before work because I had something I wanted to talk about.  He first suggested for me and Will to go over and stay the night and once both boys were asleep we'd...

Thursday

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Aww Man

The alarm went off at 5:35 this morning and I heard a groan before the mash of the snooze button.  Almost ten minutes later it went off again, this time I heard a stifled yawn and could feel him sit up.  I rolled over before I could say anything he...

Wednesdays

Wednesdays have become our AA night.  This was our second one anyway.  Jeremy attends with me, we go sit for the hour there and then we head to a movie.  It's our night away from the boys.    I wasn't keen on attending AA.  I've done it before,...

He Came Out Swingin'

It's safe to say that Scott didn't like the fact that I'd "go behind his back" and file for divorce.  There's an ugly story behind my decision to do so, but it's not going to be told here, not now anyway.  I'm not so sure why he's even reacting the...

Home

I leave here in the morning, a week early.  I've had enough.