Striking Deals

Scott brought up rehab today. *sigh* He asked if I'd had a chance to look through his brocheres.  I told him not really, but one of the places was out for sure.  I also told him I was looking around at other places.  He said fine but I wasn't going...

That's The Plan

IF I can make it 'til Monday or Tuesday without fighting with Scott or letting him get on my nerves, I might have a chance of him backing off about rehab.  But since we will be together 24/7 the next few days chances are very slim of fights not...

Trying To Beat Munkyman's Record

We had sex twice last night.  Earlier that day Munkyman mentioned that he could do 90 strokes a minute, that's an awful lot of stroking! So I had decided next time Scott and I had sex I'd be counting.  In fact I initiated it, which is the norm these...

Hold That Thought

It's been a good day.  I'm still feeling great, so much so that I've been wondering if maybe I can get out of being forced to go to rehab.  Something that I'm thinking of when I think of having to go is what if Scott suddenly decided divorce is an...

Happy Tuesday

I woke up in a fantastic mood.  I am on my phone so unable to post a song.  IF I could post s song,  it would be Silly Love Songs by Paul McCartney. I heard this song last night as and it's been in my head ever since.     Y'all take...

This Isn't Ending Well

We had a fight this morning, and now I'm just so tired.  I'm tired of the fighting, I'm tired of everything.  I don't want to go anywhere and I intend to drink, or whatever, 'til the day I actually leave.  And yes I realize this hurts nobody but me,...

My Conclusion

Yesterday evening went normal despite us not really talking.  As it neared bedtime I told him I was going to be sleeping in our bedroom, he said so was he.  Sometime in middle of the night I woke to find myself wrapped in Scott's arms, wtf? I wriggle...

My Rough Day

I've had a rough day, and it's not over.  I'm sure there won't be any relief tomorrow or in the days to come.  I posted earlier but somebody came along and deleted my posts.  I'd be deleted if this site had that option.    The short version of...

I'm Sleepy Now

This morning my brother in law called to tell me Scott was on his way in and that he was angry with me.  He asked that I not cause further trouble, that Scott had a right to be angry since I'd pulled some crappy shit.  Just let him have his say and...